Today so far has been one of those days, where nothing has gone wrong, but the day doesn't feel right either. It feels like something is missing, or gloomy or something. I can't really put my finger on it. I am not really sad, lonely or upset about anything, but I feel like I could cry at the drop of a hat. It is so weird.
I wonder if excitement, nerves, changes and wedding/ new life stresses are starting to get to me. I didn't think I was worried, stressed or anything, but maybe I am and I just am not willying to accept it or think about it. I do not understand my feelings today or my thoughts for that matter. My mom asked me what was wrong and I had to say, "I don't know." I really don't know if something is wrong, or if I am just having a weird day. I look sad, concerned or confussed about something, but I'm not. . . at least I don't feel that way.
I am supposed to go swing dancing tonight downtown and then watch a movie with friends afterward, but I am not sure I want to go. This would normally not be an issue, but I am the one who planned the get together and outing for tonight, this means I should really show up and be there. It would be rude not to. I should be excited, it will be a fun night and a time with friends... but this mood just won't go away. I'll keep trying... but who knows what will happen with the day. . .
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment